Monday, July 09, 2007
i guess no1 visits my blog le.cause it has been erm...web-ful all tis while, the owner of tis blog, which is me has not blogged 4 quite some time. i dunno if i shld call it happy memories or wad, cause i dun feel happy anymore..or shld i say....worries n cries has bombarded me.i dunno y i always hav tis feelin of huggin my grandma.... mayb she is the oni 1 hu dun adds more stress to me. it seems like i;m havin split character... or mayb i'm havin it now...i will laugh ard, hav lame jokes 2 entertain, silly actions with friends. but at home..i dunno.... now, i somehow got no strength to do anythin. tears jus keep running down 4 days, n i couldnt do anythin abt it. i dun even noe y i cry, cause everything adds up. perhaps i hav reached my limits, i dunno hu to tell, wad to tell. i dun even noe myself. i hope i am strong, no worries, no stress, smile 2 eeverythin. but i'm not. i gotta keep myself busy, if not, i jus go crazy. how i hope i can slp all day............... jus slp soundly.................. n hav fun in ur dreams. no1 will understand how i feel.......jus when a person laughs too much, when she's feelin sad..........no1 can actually save her but herself.......................
Monday, July 09, 2007